AxelSpeed,
WOW, can I relate to your situation???!!! The only thing is that I'm the female of this story.
I'm at the point of reaching insanity if I continue to attend meetings and go out on service for the sake of keeping peace with my husband and parents.
On the other hand, I'll be destroyed if my husband leaves or my parents treat me as if I was dead yet again.
It's a horrible way to live at this point.
DY